Hello sweetheart. Cant belive its almost been a month since you left us. Mummy and Daddy arent coping with you not being here very well. I was told the pain gets easier every day but im sure thats not true because to me it makes it more real that your never coming back. We'll never know if you had mummas fingers or daddys nose. I wish i could see you just once,just one kiss and one cuddle. I dream about you every night,most of the time your being a little pickle but im always laughing and always happy. Youve left such a void in my life and its hard to see a way to carry on without you here. When i had my scan and youd gone that was the worst thing in the world,it was liked youd never been there. I hope your being a good girl wherever you are and that your room is tidy and your brushing your teeth. For now babe thats all but ill be back tomorrow to see you. In the meantime give me some strength to come to terms with you not being here. Missing you as always, your mumma x

I am I and you are you, whatever we were to each other that we still are. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? Life means all that it ever meant, it is the same as it ever was.

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